waiting for life to begin...

oh gods, oh gods...

erhm, lost a textbook which i just bought last week. dammit!

philo class teacher asked this morning : "have you ever felt nature talk to you"

uh yeah, one time i was in my lola's garden and i heard voices. the flowers told me to set them free, so i pulled them out of the soil.

they stopped talkin.

ahhhhhh!

i murdered them!!!

then i went berserk and ran around the classroom and told everyone how pointless the class is!

yeah, actually i didn't do that, just sorta wanted to say it and see how people would react after hearing their pseudo-profound responses:

• oh yeah, i feel that the water is talkin to me when i'm swimming, and that's when i felt that i was moving with nature.
• i saw the clouds in mt. apog and they were gold and i felt one with nature.
• i was swimming in the rain and i was in the water. i felt warm underneath, but i suffered from the drops on my face.

crazy fools. hehehe. actually, here i am again being closed-minded about philosophy. i still don't see the point of being there. Shit, maybe i'm just really dumb.

rony was here as i mentioned in my earlier entry and he left na din alst night. but he is back on friday and spend more time then. had so much fun with him! awesome dinner and dessert and waking up next to him in the morning. I love it!

blueREP auditions are finally over. deliberation was not bloody, although there were two that people were really divided upon. in the end, we all pretty much agree on who this year's newbies are. and yay horrah, im excited!

the little mermaid auditions on saturday. shet i want to audition. ergh, but im not prepared. dont know what song to sing. i wonder what they're looking for. fuck, i want to be in a professional play already!!! I know im training as a theatre arts actor, i mean i can't even call myself an actor yet, but to be able to perform and also be paid for it now would be godsend. shet, i want to audition...

parents visiting this weekend. my mom is all alone in dagupan, kawawa naman so coming here in manila, it'll be a time well-spent!

miss you na bubu! I love you.. mwah!