... just another summer day

this was taken by Ren in Cavite at Enzo's Ranch on Day 1 of the Bluerep Trip

It's been so hot lately... but well duh, it's summer so I shouldn't complain. I just need the right setting to appreciate this excruciating heat.

Maybe a nice dose of an ice cold shake on my right hand. Sitting by the beach and getting a nice tan... not thinking about how hot it is... yeahhh... Perfect!

*Just got back from my trip in Cavite. Fun. Bonding with BlueReppers. CRRRAAZZZYYY stuff people do when they are drunk and horny... I'm not talking about me ofcourse... But you just sorta have to be there to know the details bwahahahaha... Missed Saree's graduation... sorry!!!

Of course I missed Sofronio so after I got back from Cavite, I spent the night at his place... *sigh* I love you bubu... it was nice to cuddle and see his face again... *kilig* watched american idol together... I missed him!!! hehehe.

Tomorrow is his audition for Disneyland Hong Kong. I hope he gets the job... He'll get it!!! He's a genius!. Break a leg okay?!!! mwah!

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AGH... I'm fuckin' sweating!

For those who abstained from meat this lenten season. What a discovery I have found...

1 Timothy 4:1-5

(1)The Spirit says clearly that some people will abandon the faith in later times; they will obey lying spirits and follow the teachings of demons. (2) Such teachings are spread by deceitful liars, whose consciences are dead, as if burnt with a hot iron. (3) Such people teach that it is wrong to marry and EAT CERTAIN FOODS. But God created those foods to be eaten, after a prayer of thanks, by those who are believers and have come to know the truth. (4) Everything that God created is good; nothing is to be rejected, but everything is to be recieved with a prayer of thanks, (5) because the word of God and the prayer make it acceptable to God.

Interesting noh. A new-found "friend" told me to look up this passage on the Bible after I reminded him a while ago to not eat meat cause it was Good Friday...

... I guess i was following the Devil's teachings... weird. I try to be good and I get condemned for it.

Look it up.

*Yay wahoo... I am going to have Chowking halo-halo with my BuBu later!!!

*My mom and dad and younger bro carlo are going to Pangasinan tomorrow...

*My grandparents and aunt and coming from New Jersey for the summer...

*Chatted with Jaime Cooper tonight... short but sweet...

*I'm hungry... but I am not going to eat...

*I hate Nokia's snake game... ergh!

Goodnight.

Crime

No longer an escape
Rationality cannot be at stake
Take me away
No sins
No fear

No faults
Not a single explanation
Just what it is

Don’t cry
Did not hurt
Don’t End

Move on

Take me…

Take me…

To alcohol abyss.

Ahhhhh

been out of school for over a week now and though i was glad that there won't be anymore studying going on till the start of summer classes... I guess my mind and body are not used to not doing anything. Been used to rehearsals and mentally challenging myself trying to study for Psychology 101, now it's just all blah. However, I'm sure by the time I get used to bumming around, summer class would be here and I would hate it sooo bad!

Anyhoo... most probably, I'll be taking another musical theatre workshop to get my creative juices going. I just do not want to stop. Career-in na kung career-in di ba? Hehehe... I just want to perform! By the way I am part of the newly-elected core of BlueRepertory for the next school year. So hopefully everything goes well... knowing that next year is also our accreditation year.

Just here listening to music. I just got out fo the shower... Sooo hottt!!!! My parents are here for the holy week! Atleast we're not the ones doing the cooking this time. Aeden my nephew is here...

Quick anecdote:

I went to check up on Aeden playing in his crib... lo and behold he as playing with a soft banana. But wait... banana was kinda dark and oh so chewylicious...

:dun: dun: dun:

I knew it! It was shit!

AHHHHH!!!!!!! Bad Aeden... bad boy!

Well, he was rushed and bathed with alcohol afterwards... good thing he didn't start eating his shit. I'd like to think I was the super uncle that saved him from ingesting feces.

Whew!

Baby is now clean and wearing pampers!

Anyway...

Have not seen Rony in two days... He has been going to the gym and trying to pack those pounds! I miss him! Love you BuBu!

Got drunk with a bunch of friends (Ynna, Joe who was in town, and HRM graduate Saree)...

Fun fun night. All laughs and no inhibitions! Thank you folks! I'll see you guys in Dagupan!

Tina and Saree were here the other night as well. Poor Tina... we were all too lazy to get drunk... ended up watching them DVDs... fun night still!

Rony and I had dessert and coffee with Bea and Kyla. Bea left early... made kwento with Kyla till the wee hours at gateway in cubao... nice fun chat!

Nervous about:

Gettin my grades... I hope I get atleast a 2.5! Dammit I need a 2.5 so I can freakin pass and move on to Junior year in Ateneo!

HmMm Summer Goals:

Read two books... a novel and a book of poetry. I am slated to read Bram Stoker's Dracula. Been wondering about the original story of Dracula. I've seen teh movie with Wynona Ryder and Keanu... but, I want to be a little bit more intellectual and have a coffee table discussion about it... hehehe!

What's Next?...

• March 28-30 Going to Cavite for the BlueRepertory EveSem. Enzo's farm and camping... I'm sure it'll be fun.
• March 30 Saree's graduation at the PICC... i shall leave Cavite and be there on time!
• Hmmm.. April hopefully I get to go home to Dagupan and go to Bolinao with CHaCHinG and Rony!
• HmMm... dami pa... beach, baguio... etc...

Can't sleep right now. Tomorrow is good Friday. No meat.

Easter Sunday I can finally have ice cream! Wahoo!

Goodnight! Sweet dreams Sofie my Love

... guilty pleasures

punk... emo... jones... funk... folk... all that good shit

yes u heard the word...

i love punk... just in case you didn't know that (greenday, simple plan, roooney, good charlotte)

and those whiny american bands... (jimmy eat world, dashboard confessional, the used, OK go...not american though and the like... )

funky rock beats like mraz and jack johnson

jones is for norah jones... bwahahaha...

i love this korean flick my sassy girl

i'll cry to ally mcbeal

i dig ethel booba

starbucks caramel frappuccino

feet must not look sabog

isaw

I love gulay

i'd rather stay home than go out

BlueRep

CHacHiNg... my childhood barkada

i love my Sofie!

... just another day...

... show went well... everyone gave their all and had so much energy during the show. Was a bit nervous during open house cause I saw some white people in the audience... so I was like... Are they Germans? They better not be Germans! Then a firend from the audience said they were German foreign exchange students, so I was like... Uh oh...

::brief explanation why I was nervous seeing those German folk::

I'm a Jew! Okay, well I'm guessing you didn't buy that.

Here's the real deal...

In the opening of our show people are suppose to say the show is about to begin in different languages. So naturally since I took German last semester, I said I would say it in German. However, I have forgotten the German shit that I learned, so during rehearsals I have been saying "Wilkommen achtundreisig."

Translation: "Welcome, thirtyeight!."

So now I had a dilemma... Good thing... I had already pulled something out of Altavista translator... just had to remember it... So lights go on... some Chinese, then French, a little Japanese, and...

"Das ProgrammIST im Begriff anzufangen"

*sigh*

I invited my old friends from UST to watch the show... they were late... but it weas kool, still hung out at Tribu by Xavierville and had a couple of drinks with the BlueReppers. Then off to Starbucks with Rony, though he left early cause he was sleepy. Waited for Ynna and Antz who watched The Philharmonic Orchestra with Ryan Cayabyab and Ballet Philippines at the CCP.

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Had an all-nighter with Ynna and Saree (Tina was happily sleeping braless on the banig on the rooftop)... Drinking some G.S.M. Blue na long neck (tindeeeh) and C2... what a combo... hehehe

played a game of what rhymes with Baboy and Unggoy... we should have written all the words that we used... I'm sure it was over a hundered... I was the ultimate winner with the word "kulokoy." so unless those three ladies think of a new word... I am invincible.

Joe's in town. haven't seem him yet. Wondering what is up with that boy...

Rony has a racket tonight... rehearsing with a choir I think.

I'm in school right now was suppose to have community service for ID violations. But the stupid ADSA said since it was exam week I need to resched it... during my vacation!!!! ERGH...

Oh well...

Have a psych final exam to study for... Our nice lazy teacher never gave a lecture and just played games with us assuming that we learn actual psychological concepts from it. Hopefully I do well so I can stay in Ateneo!

Oh yeah I got me a pair of highcut old school chucks... it sweeeeet! Damn diggity!

I said I was gonna try Atkins... but the first thing I do this morning was eat those Wholesome grains by Quaker oats... you guys should try the Apple one... sooo sooo good.

I need to lose weight. A friend said I was fat... yeah I am. So there... I hope this summer I get into shape and finally lessen my smoking. I didn't smoke all day yesterday and as of now no puffs of those fags (i love the British) yet.

I was going through some Shakespeare lately. Been thinking of auditioning for The Met's Romeo and Juliet. Just want to audition and see how it feels like to audition for a professional production. I shall see if I actually have the balls to go through with it...

ROMEO: He jests at scars that never felt a wound.

JULIET appears above at a window

But, soft! what light through yonder window breaks?
It is the east, and Juliet is the sun.
Arise, fair sun, and kill the envious moon,
Who is already sick and pale with grief,
That thou her maid art far more fair than she:
Be not her maid, since she is envious;
Her vestal livery is but sick and green
And none but fools do wear it; cast it off.
It is my lady, O, it is my love!
O, that she knew she were!
She speaks yet she says nothing: what of that?
Her eye discourses; I will answer it.
I am too bold, 'tis not to me she speaks:
Two of the fairest stars in all the heaven,
Having some business, do entreat her eyes
To twinkle in their spheres till they return.
What if her eyes were there, they in her head?
The brightness of her cheek would shame those stars,
As daylight doth a lamp; her eyes in heaven
Would through the airy region stream so bright
That birds would sing and think it were not night.
See, how she leans her cheek upon her hand!
O, that I were a glove upon that hand,
That I might touch that cheek!

So romantic...

I miss Rony. I hope to sleep over at his house and study for my psych exam by the Starbucks...

I shall go home now and hang out with my siblings...

A former blockmate jsut stopped by. Am gonna go smoke... hehe so much for cutting down.

I love life!

p.s.

have fun in the US Jepot and Gee! get me flipflops from the Gap!

p.p.s.

am home already... wasup wasup?

-drei

... we got a show tonight...

yup.. tonight is the showcase of our movement, voice, and mime class (interesting name for a class huh?) We are doing THE SERPENT a ceremony by Jean-Claude van Itallie. And by the way, I play a DEAD corpse... such acting prowness was needed for that role. Over 5 hundred people auditioned and I got the part. Wahooo! Ok, NOT. hehehehe... anyway I have a couple of speaking lines in the beginnning of the scene... and bit parts here and there with the ensem!

Exerpt:

First Woman of the Chorus: I no longer live in the beginning.

Second Woman of the Chorus: I’ve lost the beginning.

Third Woman of the Chorus: I’m in the middle, knowing

Third and Fourth women of the Chorus: Neither the end

Nor the beginning.

First Woman: I’m in the middle.

Second Woman: Coming from the beginning

Third and Fourth Women: And going toward the end...

Serpent 1: Is it true?

Serpent 2: Is it true?

Serpent 3: That you and he,

Serpent 4 You and he

Serpent 4 and 5 May do anything?

Serpent 2: Anything in the garden you want to do?

Serpent 1: Is that true?

Eve: We may do anything except one thing...

*sigh* I hope it goes well. And of course since it is our finals, I hope I do a good job and get a nice whopping grade!!! (higher than a C... fingers crossed)

It is definitely an interesting and fun show. Might be a little weird, but it is a movement class after all, so people will see a lot of jerks, twists, jumps, turns... everything abstract and symbolic. Had so much fun in the class!

Haven't done this in such a long time... Hmmm... a lot of things have happened. For one, Finals is almost over and im so ready to pack my shit and go to Dagupan. Checked-in at Oakwood for my late birthday, valentines, 14th monthniv celebration with Rony. That was exciting! I love Rony...

but he might be leaving for Hong Kong for a whole year if Disney likes him. He might get a nice job as Musical Director at Disneyland Hong Kong... I'm sure he'll get it. He is fucking awesome (in more ways than one of course)... plus he is leaving me for a better life...

NO!!!! You better not!!! NOOOOO... Fly me with youuuu! PLEASE Bubu....

bwahahahaha!

Lost my phone... actually Pom lost my phone... he left it somewhere. He says he will pay for it. So that shouldn't be a problem, just had to lie to my parents about it ergh! (Have fun in Boracay Pom, where's my PHONE!!!! JK). And oh yeah... I think I lost my wallet too. Dammit... I don't know what's up with me and losing shit...

Hope I find it.

Finished my stupid stage model for my Production Design class. Literally did not sleep yesterday... Thank you HoneyLiPs for coming over and "helping" me make my model! hihi

(He watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind" as i suffered doing my stage for class)then had rehearsals till 10... whew...

SUMMER please come and get me.. please!!!

I think my friend joe is coming here for the weekend. That should be fun.

I hope I find my wallet!!!

I hope show goes well!

Hmmm... Any remedy for sweaty armpits?

I need to lose weight...

I need a new phone...

I hope rony gets in disney so he can be more famous thatn ryan cayabyab...

grandparents and aunt are coming over from Jersey...

Angela and Jepoy leaving for Cali on tuesday...

Rony's birthday on April 13th...

Gave up ice cream for lent...

So happy with Rony...

... call time at 2 PM for the show...

auf weidersehen!

-dreidrei